A year forward and right back

Well, 2023 certainly wasn’t a dull year and it rolled right into the chaos of 2024. Where have I been? Georgia, Tennessee, Germany, Spain, Italy, Turkey, Greece, and Miami to name a few places. The holidays rolled into me having to be overseas for nearly a month for work. I got back only to be thrown right into home repairs on my place. Well mine in the sense my name is on the mortgage, but I can’t say it’s home exactly. More like the place where I crash my head while planning for the next adventure.

What that adventure is; I have no fucking idea. Come on people did you really think I would have my shit together lol. It’s crazy to think I can get thrown into another country with 24 hours' notice and rebuild my team's entire data set from scratch, with no problem. But ask me to fix my shit and I’m useless. I will run headfirst into a fight with Italian customs but the thought of having to talk to my mother sends me into a tailspin. The messy human condition I guess.

So here I am back in SoFlo; back at the same place I was a year ago. But I’m certainly not the person who left a year ago.  Don’t know how I both feel more secure in who I am and less secure in what I’m doing with my life. But hey progress is progress, right?